For years I thought something was wrong with me. I would sit and ask myself, “What’s wrong with me?” I would hear this about me. I would hear that about me. When I’m always off to myself not bothering anyone or even talking to anyone. After a while you start to question yourself. You start to ask yourself, “Well am I this way? Am I that way?” Once this happens, you have no idea who you are anymore. This is what happened to me. I was raised around a lot of girls. As I grew older, people would say this and that. People would attack me for the way I dressed which was nothing out of the ordinary. People attacked me for the way I talked. I’ll admit I had a bit of an attitude. However, none of this mean anything. As I got older I started to hear negativity from family and people I thought were my friends. Then that’s when I started to think, “Well now my family is saying this about me. Am I this way?” I’m going to admit, I opened the door for a lot of spirits to attack because I worried about what people thought of me. One day after watching, Iyanla, Fix My Life. The episode was about homosexuality. At that moment, I knew that wasn’t a lifestyle for me. Even though I had NEVER acted on any thoughts, PERIOD. That was a path I want going to go down at all. I begin to pray more, I begin to fast, I begin to seek God. I got more spiritually connected.
By doing this, it allowed me to know the real me. God showed me who to be around and who not to be around. God shows me how to fight off the spirit of perversion and have thick skin. With the help of God, I know who I am and what I want. With that being said, I want a family. I want children, I want a wife, and I want happiness. I will get it all! I am determined. Do not let anyone tell you what you are or who you are. YOU ARE WHO GOD CREATED YOU TO BE. Walk in your calling and walk in your destiny!
Who are you?